I know all that. I'm not saying you're doing this because you want to, and I'm not saying that things aren't unfair. They're unfair here, they're unfair in the real world. I've gone lots of times without any vindication, but I also know that while someone can break someone, no one can fix a person but themselves. Others can help...I'm guess I'm just saying that no one's saying it's your fault, I'm just saying that no one can fix you unless you work with the people that want to help.