I'm not buying into this bullshit, I'm being practical. [He snatches the gun away and this time starts disassembling it. And no, he's not going to let him walk away from this.]

And this wasn't Dionysus. You had alternatives. You wantonly refused to look into them because shooting her was easier at the moment. So instead, you threw in a whole shitload of long term problems. "Trying to help" and "I didn't enjoy doing it", don't cut it. It was a bad call.